A devotee asks Mother to 'feed him' with her presence "This is subtle
food. To taste this subtle food one needs a subtle tongue. Children,
the Guru is in fact, your food. A true disciple should try to eat him
up. The Guru is waiting to be swallowed by the disciple. But most
disciples are unable to do that, for they lack the subtlety to do so.
They know only about the gross body of the Guru." - Ammachi, Awaken
Children, Vol.4, p34 (0041)

but, Her form is almost here with us in the US! Jai Ma